Friday, February 7, 2025

Is this boredom? Dopamine?

I am annoyed by how irritable I am right now. Nothing hokds my interest. Everything is Annoyingly not interesting. Even though I know that nothing is inherentlt interesting, interest is the result of my capacity to be interested/mood. But I dont seem to have any control over it. This too will pass I guess. Probably later today. But TV, other people, anything right brutally feels like "Ugh, I dont Care!" But I cant seem to care about anything, except the desire to be able to enjoy whatever is going on again. But I have no control over that.

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