Birthdays

I dont know what to do for my upcoming birthday. we have been talkong about traveling. A lot of stress and planning. Birthdays and the weird need to do something special is stressful. Not sure i like it. Onviously fun when i was a kid but even then, had to deal with imvitations. Gifts and friends made up for it but as adults we live in abundance (we did when we were kids too but i can i dont really have wants as an adult). Ideal birrhday would be that the government pays all my bills that month, from insurance to taxes etc. But others want to celebrate. I guess my birthday is more about them than me. And their birthdays are more about them too!! wtf!!! Oh well.