Always Cold

It is is so cold all.the time. Cant get warm. Win Hoffing my breathing meditstion is all i can do. Breathe through it. Today a girl half my age or less didnt flirt with me at all. I did t really care i still left smiling. But am thinking about it now that i am fighting this godforsaken cold af temperature. Just breathe. My finger is getting swollen, frim the cold maybe. Not sure why i care. Youd think i would be more resilient by now.