Monday, November 24, 2025

Tuesday, November 18, 2025

Friday, October 31, 2025

Friday, October 24, 2025

You Can't Imagine The Amazing Vlog This Queer Cancer Survivor Found.

Get ready to spend the rest of the day trying to pick your jaw up off the
floor.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Here Is What Happens When A Doctor Doesn't Accept Bullying.

The good stuff starts at 0:30. Make sure to stick around till 1:34.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Thursday, October 23, 2025

Wednesday, October 15, 2025

Friday, September 19, 2025

Monday, September 15, 2025

Wednesday, September 10, 2025

That Moment When A Tween Doesn't Take No For An Answer.

Get ready to spend the rest of the day trying to pick your jaw up off the
floor.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

You Should Really Think About Listening To The Tear-inducing Two Words This Trailblazing Former Drug Addict Created.

The good stuff starts at 0:30. Make sure to stick around till 1:34.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

I am Sorry I am Not White

Being not white is like being born with a terminal disease Half the population are the cancer cells They hate you, no matter what damned if you do, damned if you dont. Systemic bigotry is the cancer Sometimes it goes into remission But it always comes back, often stronger And it will.kill you. they always win Even if you can hide, mother nature will finish the job. They hate us. They always will. They want to torture all of us, it is their way, their joy, what they live for. And they always win. I hope i die in my sleep. They will be happy, i might be free. Maybe i should do it for them now, will that finally appease our lords of hate? I commited the ultimate sin - i was not born white.

Tuesday, September 9, 2025

What This Legendary Sociologist Did Is Genius.

Get ready to spend the rest of the day trying to pick your jaw up off the
floor.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Watch An Iconoclastic Oscar Winner Become A Hero With Three Sentences.

The good stuff starts at 0:30. Make sure to stick around till 1:34.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Sunday, August 24, 2025

Saturday, August 23, 2025

Wednesday, August 13, 2025

Wednesday, August 6, 2025

Thursday, July 31, 2025

Saturday, July 26, 2025

Monday, June 30, 2025

Saturday, June 28, 2025

What Happens When One Slandered Former Model Doesn't Take No For An Answer.

The good stuff starts at 0:30. Make sure to stick around till 1:34.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

You Will Rage When You See What An Inspiring Seventh-grader Found.

Honestly, I'm speechless.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Emotional.Weather High Variance

This seems to be day 5 of hugh variance mode? I hope not. I already couldnt make a good cup of tea. I think thisnisnwhy I stopped being playful - most of my moves dont work out. I also realized people dont actuallt like me. probably true of all of us. They like a veey fake cleaned up version of me. My sobriety anniversary is coming up and i dread ir evey year - i hate aa meetings, it is so fake, and rhe pagenatry. if i behaved like myself and told them how inresllt feel theyd retaliate. that tetailiation is actuallt spelled out in the 3rd step! it would at least be an earful of what i "should" believe and feel. Family comes over dor 4th of july. Sweet of them to want to but already I hear "if i am at your house it will need to be under 80 degrees." I will do that of xouree snd eat the cost of rhe a/c and wesr a sweatee myself but i realized - why am I the only one that prefers not to run a/c? I dont thinj i have ever heard "this is nice" unless i am being fake or bending to other peoples wants. Anything that is the real me/in line with my preferences yields an "arrgh - this experience needs to change!" i have to shower because they dont like how i smell. i have to be set the thermostat low because i am alome in my preferences, i have to not swear because it offends people, i have to be so fake or it is retaliatory backlash. i know "technically" there may be no real me. the only truths or Something is, something wants to know what is, something is trying figure it out. But it still hurts. I get why people become hermits. "Be fake! Perform to our will or we will hurt you!" - this is society. this is other people. Thx fuckers! Why are my values always wrong to others? why am i the only one with these values? are they really all the same.to each other? like today - gotta go to the store. i cant ubless i add a stupid amount of chores of showerimg and changing etc. i will run into somebody i know and perform the fske smile like i care abkut hesring abt their lives shit. Cant tell them Anything abt mine - what i think, what i am wprking on, who i met in the process ... they freak out. it isnt their reality. even if i do it has to be sugar coated in fake. what do i get in return for this sing and dance? the privelege of not being chased down by pitch forks and torches. Thx fuckers!

Thursday, June 12, 2025

Saturday, May 31, 2025

I'll Never Look At This Angry Comedian The Same Way Again.

The good stuff starts at 0:30. Make sure to stick around till 1:34.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

What This Bullied Mayor Did Is Genius.

The good stuff starts at 0:30. Make sure to stick around till 1:34.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Wednesday, May 7, 2025

Tuesday, April 22, 2025

Before You Say The Economy Is Better, Listen To These Two Questions From A Millennial.

Starts around 1:54. Gets mindblowing around 2:15.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

I'll Never Look At This Extroverted LGBT Activist The Same Way Again.

Listen closely at 0:23.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

The Tortured Character

Somehow amidst a reality of meaningless boring stuff like electrons and vibrsting strings there is a narrative of this character. A seemingly.tragic character (we dont know yet if death is a happy ending or if the storynis a tragedy) where everytjing it experiences hurts it. No matter what it does, it is never good enough. In any variable or.experience. It isnt good enough, it is fragile to everything. Not good enough for the other ppl, not good enoigh to maintain its own aurvival and well being, nothing it does is good enough yet it keeps trying. Sad.

Saturday, April 19, 2025

Before You Say Africa Is Getting Better, Listen To The Eighth Word From A Beauty Queen.

I'm still trying to pick my jaw up off the floor.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Some Call It What We've Been Waiting For. They Call It A Threat To All Of Us.

Starts around 1:54. Gets mindblowing around 2:15.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Why Enlightenment and Spiritual Awakening is a Hoax

So I have been doing this for my entire life (decades) … and I am going to say what nobody seems to able to admit. The “path” (be it through buddhism or advaita etc.) isnt exactly a “hoax” but a more like a casino game. Youre not going to win, ppl can pretend they won, but everyone is pretending. Not out of malice, more like a sunk cost wishful thinking red herring sort of way. It doesnt work to solve human suffering, never has, so we can come up with excuses/mythological examples/logical jiu jitsu to move the goal post/sour grapes paradigms etc. etc. — but we cant let go of it because even after thousands of years it is all we have. The sciences/philosophy/psychology havent solved human suffering either. It would be great if we had the courage to scrap it all and pivot to new paradigms/methodologies and keep trying to find something that will Actually work (vs. just pretending like we have found a way go either transcend/tolerate the hell that is existence) but we cant stop playing the casino game, even though we know we are losing.

Monday, April 7, 2025

You Need To See The Jaw-dropping One Minute Video This Bullied Pianist Wrote.

I'm still trying to pick my jaw up off the floor.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

If You Can Watch This And Not Feel Revolted, Then You Are Stronger Than I Am.

Seriously. Incredible.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

life's challenges

In limbo whether i should care or oractice not caring over all the annoyances of life. Went to check a camera, stopped working suddenly. My income is under attack because of beauracratic red tape and review periods. I cant tell if i am sane or not. I have habits that i love but feel guilty for having them like i should quit doing them Before consequences start. Or maybe i am denial of consequences. In meditation i do a not this not this - is that lriming me for denial? is that the mindset of control that makea my elders so anxiety drigen and in denial over anything? I hate being human. It is so terrifying all the time.

Friday, April 4, 2025

What This Tween Did Is Genius.

The good stuff starts at 0:30. Make sure to stick around till 1:34.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Some Call It A Godsend. They Call It A Travesty.

Starts around 1:54. Gets mindblowing around 2:15.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A