Saturday, April 26, 2025

Wednesday, April 23, 2025

The Tortured Character

Somehow amidst a reality of meaningless boring stuff like electrons and vibrsting strings there is a narrative of this character. A seemingly.tragic character (we dont know yet if death is a happy ending or if the storynis a tragedy) where everytjing it experiences hurts it. No matter what it does, it is never good enough. In any variable or.experience. It isnt good enough, it is fragile to everything. Not good enough for the other ppl, not good enoigh to maintain its own aurvival and well being, nothing it does is good enough yet it keeps trying. Sad.

Why Enlightenment and Spiritual Awakening is a Hoax

So I have been doing this for my entire life (decades) … and I am going to say what nobody seems to able to admit. The “path” (be it through buddhism or advaita etc.) isnt exactly a “hoax” but a more like a casino game. Youre not going to win, ppl can pretend they won, but everyone is pretending. Not out of malice, more like a sunk cost wishful thinking red herring sort of way. It doesnt work to solve human suffering, never has, so we can come up with excuses/mythological examples/logical jiu jitsu to move the goal post/sour grapes paradigms etc. etc. — but we cant let go of it because even after thousands of years it is all we have. The sciences/philosophy/psychology havent solved human suffering either. It would be great if we had the courage to scrap it all and pivot to new paradigms/methodologies and keep trying to find something that will Actually work (vs. just pretending like we have found a way go either transcend/tolerate the hell that is existence) but we cant stop playing the casino game, even though we know we are losing.

Friday, April 18, 2025

Wednesday, April 16, 2025

That Moment When A Poet Stands Up For The People Who Can't.

Get ready to spend the rest of the day trying to pick your jaw up off the
floor.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Sunday, April 13, 2025

Saturday, April 12, 2025

life's challenges

In limbo whether i should care or oractice not caring over all the annoyances of life. Went to check a camera, stopped working suddenly. My income is under attack because of beauracratic red tape and review periods. I cant tell if i am sane or not. I have habits that i love but feel guilty for having them like i should quit doing them Before consequences start. Or maybe i am denial of consequences. In meditation i do a not this not this - is that lriming me for denial? is that the mindset of control that makea my elders so anxiety drigen and in denial over anything? I hate being human. It is so terrifying all the time.

Saturday, April 5, 2025

Some Call It The End Of Racism. They Call It Education's Enemy.

Get ready to spend the rest of the day trying to pick your jaw up off the
floor.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Friday, April 4, 2025

What This Tween Did Is Genius.

The good stuff starts at 0:30. Make sure to stick around till 1:34.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Thursday, April 3, 2025

Wednesday, April 2, 2025