I Wish I Was More Disgusted By What A Kindergartener Proved, But I'm Not.

Honestly, I'm speechless.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Here Is What Happens When A Teacher Starts A Revolution.

I'm still trying to pick my jaw up off the floor.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

If You Can Watch This And Not Feel Outraged, Then You Are Made Of Ice.

I'm still trying to pick my jaw up off the floor.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

That Moment When A Beauty Queen Doesn't Take No For An Answer.

So amazing.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

That Moment When A Stand-up Comedian Refuses To Be Silent.

A first you'll be intrigued. Then you'll be blown away.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

If You Can Watch This And Not Feel Revolted, Then You Have A Heart Of Coal.

Honestly, I'm speechless.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

You Should Really Think About Watching The Jaw-dropping Vlog This Unknown Pianist Delighted The Internet With.

A first you'll be intrigued. Then you'll be blown away.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Watch An Iconoclastic Police Officer Become A Legend With Three Sentences.

I'm still trying to pick my jaw up off the floor.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Think You've Never Discriminated Against Someone? Maybe You Should Listen To This Inspiring Stand-up Comedian.

Honestly, I'm speechless.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Think America Is The Best Country? Maybe You Should Listen To This Autistic Mayor.

I'm still trying to pick my jaw up off the floor.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

powerlessness and rhe futility of trying to happy

Why do we have toMAKE ourselves feel happy. or any sense of sell being whatsoevee. The natural state is threat and despair stemming from our powerless over even our own emotional control.

If You Can Watch This And Not Feel Revolted, Then You Have No Emotions.

Listen closely at 0:23.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Try Not To Roll Your Eyes When You Listen To These Six Words.

So amazing.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

I'll Never Look At This Iconic NBA Coach The Same Way Again.

Honestly, I'm speechless.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

You Can't Begin To Understand The Saddening Fifty Second Video This City Councilman Came Up With.

I'm still trying to pick my jaw up off the floor.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

What This Fearless Police Officer Did Is Genius.

Honestly, I'm speechless.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

That Moment When A Trailblazer Speaks Up For The Voiceless.

Honestly, I'm speechless.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Watch An Angry Seventh-grader Become A Role Model With Two Words.

The good stuff starts at 0:30. Make sure to stick around till 1:34.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Before You Say Homophobia Is On The Decline, Listen To The Second Sentence From A Seventh-grader.

I'm still trying to pick my jaw up off the floor.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

why do i stillmake decisions?

If I Know that decisions are illusions of the mindand that suffering comes from the notion that I can, and should, do something to control.experience ... why cant I stop? Is it because that too is doing something to control experience? Ahhhh Ahhhhhh Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

If You Can Watch This And Not Feel Revolted, Then You Are Made Of Ice.

Honestly, I'm speechless.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Think Africa Is Getting Better? Maybe You Should Listen To This Disgraced Sociologist.

So amazing.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Here Is What Happens When An Eight Year-old Throws Political Correctness Out The Window.

Honestly, I'm speechless.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

What Happens When One NBA Coach Speaks Up For The Voiceless.

So amazing.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Before You Say Homophobia Is On The Decline, Listen To The Fifth And Seventh Words From A Former Model.

Honestly, I'm speechless.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

The Illusion of Control

Nothing can make me happy. No pleasure no peace.Movies and TV are boring. Meditation doesnt seem to provide any emotional control. No drugs/supplements. Not success. Not family. Not erotic stuff. Not nature. Not food. Nothing. Nothing but discomfort/suffering. Monks say that bliss/peace is our true nature. Seems like wishful thinking. Even enlightenment is temporary. Not psychology, not science, not religion, not philosophy. Nothing works. Suffer. Suffer. Suffer the suffering. This too shall pass. then back to the discomfort. No escape. No control. Suffer.

I Thought It Was Education's Enemy. But Then I Saw This Mindblowing Forty Second Video.

Listen closely at 0:23.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Broken Shoelaces

I thought I was doing ok, keeping up with Meditation, Journaling, Gratitude Lists, etc etc. And then this morning i didnt take out the garbage in time. Not even that, i took out the garbage early to be on top of things, made new garbage last night and planned on getting it into thw can before the truck arrived. Even though I woke up 4 hrs before the truck arrived I still didnt get it out in time Lost track of my "plan" while meditating and doing all the stuff that is supposed to help life not feel like uncontrollable suffering. Well, the result of missing the truck and feelings of failure - evwn though there are no real consequences - sent me into a pit of despair. No control. Yet i journal here becausw that is what i am supposed to do. Even though there is nothing i can do. No control. No hope. Aaaaaaaarrrreeeggggghhhh!

You Have To Hear The Scarily-accurate One Word This Unknown Criminal Wrote.

I'm still trying to pick my jaw up off the floor.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

You Need To See The Shocking Fifty Second Video This Bullied Community Organizer Delighted The Internet With.

The good stuff starts at 0:30. Make sure to stick around till 1:34.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

What This Legendary Former Model Did Is Genius.

Starts around 1:54. Gets mindblowing around 2:15.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

If You Can Watch This And Not Feel Revolted, Then You Are Made Of Ice.

Starts around 1:54. Gets mindblowing around 2:15.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Think Homophobia Is On The Decline? Maybe You Should Listen To This Nostalgic High Schooler.

Get ready to spend the rest of the day trying to pick your jaw up off the
floor.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

What Happens When One Legendary High Schooler Says What We've All Thought.

The good stuff starts at 0:30. Make sure to stick around till 1:34.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

You Can't Fathom The Ridiculous One Minute Video This Forgotten Community Organizer Found.

Get ready to spend the rest of the day trying to pick your jaw up off the
floor.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

That Moment When A Mommy Blogger Talks About The Elephant In The Room.

Honestly, I'm speechless.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

My Disgust Hit New Lows After Hearing This One Question.

Starts around 1:54. Gets mindblowing around 2:15.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

That Moment When A Poet Doesn't Take No For An Answer.

So amazing.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

You Don't Want To Hear The Tearjerking One Word This Transgender Sociologist Found.

A first you'll be intrigued. Then you'll be blown away.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Try Not To Lose Your Breath When You Hear This One Verb.

The good stuff starts at 0:30. Make sure to stick around till 1:34.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

What This Disgraced Holocaust Survivor Did Is Genius.

A first you'll be intrigued. Then you'll be blown away.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Here Is What Happens When A Former Drug Addict Gets Real About The Biggest Problem In America.

So amazing.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

I'll Never Look At This Bullied Former Drug Addict The Same Way Again.

Honestly, I'm speechless.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

My Faith In Humanity Shattered After Hearing These Two Sentences.

A first you'll be intrigued. Then you'll be blown away.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Listen To The First Word And The Second Sentence And Try To Tell Me There Aren't Pedophiles In Your Neighborhood.

Get ready to spend the rest of the day trying to pick your jaw up off the
floor.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

You Need To See The Shocking Vlog This Blind Oscar Winner Made.

A first you'll be intrigued. Then you'll be blown away.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

That Moment When A Science Teacher Speaks Up For The Voiceless.

I'm still trying to pick my jaw up off the floor.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Watch A Forgotten Model Become A Role Model With Three Sentences.

Get ready to spend the rest of the day trying to pick your jaw up off the
floor.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

I'll Never Look At This Forgotten Convict The Same Way Again.

So amazing.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Try Not To Weep When You Hear The Second Sentence.

Starts around 1:54. Gets mindblowing around 2:15.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

What Happens When One Autistic Sociologist Says What We've All Thought.

Get ready to spend the rest of the day trying to pick your jaw up off the
floor.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

You Can't Begin To Understand The Brain-exploding Forty Second Video This Unstoppable Community Organizer Found.

Seriously. Incredible.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

impatience again

Going through another episode where I cant oay attention to anything for longer than a frw minutes without wanting to move on to the next thing. Even my meditations are taking longer to "get into the zone" and that waiting period drives me nuts. Overwhelmed. Impatient. Annoyed. What is this?

You Will Shout With Rage When You See What A Homeless Trailblazer Created.

Listen closely at 0:23.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

You Need To Drop Everything And Hear The Tearjerking Three Sentences This Bullied Model Created.

Honestly, I'm speechless.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

The Tyranny of Time

This post will hace typeosb3cause i am s9 sicm of tired (and tired) of hitt8ng h thatbaclspacebutton. so anntping that no katter hpw hard i try i cannpy master my phone keyboard. An6way, tyranny of t8me Time either frels like there isnt eno7gh of it to acconish all the chotes i j3ed t9 do or it movrs too slowly anf i hacr yo manage th3 exfruiating feeling of umoati3nce zsometimes both feekings feelnlile they ate sinlutaneyoue. How can I master tge suffering caused by the sense of time. Time is oure evil. Never seems to feel good. I eant more yet i want it to move faster. Bo kiddle ground.

I Wish I Was More Depressed By What A Tween Proved, But I'm Not.

Honestly, I'm speechless.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Watch An Unstoppable Director Become A Role Model With Two Words And A Question.

Honestly, I'm speechless.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Try Not To Groan When You Listen To This One Question.

Starts around 1:54. Gets mindblowing around 2:15.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

You Will Dig Your Fingernails Into Your Desk When You See What A Trailblazing Oscar Winner Came Up With.

Get ready to spend the rest of the day trying to pick your jaw up off the
floor.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Try Not To Groan When You Hear This One Statement.

A first you'll be intrigued. Then you'll be blown away.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Think Polio Isn't A Threat In The US? Maybe You Should Listen To This Disgraced Author.

Starts around 1:54. Gets mindblowing around 2:15.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Some Call It The Answer To World Hunger. They Call It The World's Greatest Tragedy.

Starts around 1:54. Gets mindblowing around 2:15.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

My Head Hurt After Hearing These Nine Words.

Honestly, I'm speechless.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

I'll Never Look At This Fearless Bullied Teen The Same Way Again.

Get ready to spend the rest of the day trying to pick your jaw up off the
floor.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

I'll Never Look At This Blind Woman The Same Way Again.

I'm still trying to pick my jaw up off the floor.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

Think You've Never Discriminated Against Someone? Maybe You Should Listen To This Man.

So amazing.-- https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A

What This Inspiring Director Did Is Genius.

The good stuff starts at 0:30. Make sure to stick around till 1:34.--
https://youtu.be/6WgA8vpDm0A